Random weird things on my mind...

One of my favorite parts about being home is that I have been able to reconnect with friends I haven't seen in a long time. Its weird how with some people it feels like nothing has changed but others it’s like you are a whole different person. And then there are the circumstances where you feel like everything has completely changed but still really close to the person.

This week I was blessed with a few days off of work and I was able to relax and think about things. I realized for the first time in my life I don't have everything planned out obsessively far in advance. I know what I'll be doing till about November but after that I'm not sure what will come next. On some levels its awesome because I have so many options but on other levels it scares me to death not being able to plan everything out perfectly the way I want them to happen. I never thought I was a control freak but I'm starting to think maybe I am. Weird...

Here is a video from graduation that I told somebody a while back I would post but never did. I can laugh at it now that the allergic reaction to the plant is gone and I no longer have bruises and scrapes all over.